Without a word..

I should've known about it
I shouldn't have tricked myself
I should not have fell into
such a deep hole made up of lies
And yet, here I stand without you right here

I wish I had ran away
I wish I had ignored it
I wish I had never saw
I wish that I had never known
So that I would not hurt like this today

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so
Now I'm lost without words

All my emotions are gone
All of them gone `cept for one
All I feel now is the pain
Of seeing you discard my love
Without another second to rethink it

Without a word, you showed me what love was like
Without a word, I gladly fell for your act
I did not step back to
consider what you want
And now I'm left without a word

Without a word, you left this love feeling lost
Without a word, you have changed its meaning
I used to wish on stars
for you and me
But then you left me dangling, so..

Without a word, my tears keep on falling down
Without a word, my heart keeps on getting torn

Fitness & Health :) + Movies = current LIFE

Hey guys, I'm back again. Sorry i couldnt update like i used to as you all may know i currently have no possession of a laptop or computer at the moment. I only get a chance to use the comp when im working. Oh well, a lot of things have been going on lately. hehe. Let me give a quickie update rather than put in a long dragging story where i always talk too much and some of the things that u dont even care about. Tee hee.. Anyways, early of this month i have been thinking to join the gym and guess what?? I actually DID...!!!! Muahahaha. I guess rather than sitting my butt off when im work or at home and gain some weight i think its better for me to go do something bout my health & fitness. So, i went to....

@ The Curve and joined on the spot. Plus, i think its a great way to help me get away sometimes from all of the dramas in my life plus it benefits me to be healthier and fitter me. Muahahahaha. So far i have loose a few pounds since i started beggining of May. Hopefully this will keep on going till i achieve my goal. Yeah baby!!!

I finally got my hands on Gossip Girl Season 3 DVD Boxset. Woohooo...!!! To those who already have watched it what did u think about the ending?? Satisfying or a total BLOW?? MY Chuck Bass have a great story for you and some surprises are lineup for whom havent watched it yet. Get your hands on it quickly!!!!

 

 I havent been to the movies as often i used to. Sigh. Busy, busy, busy. I think i am overloading work into myself-lah. Haha. Even now i seldom hangout with my friends, i hope they understand. No wonder people think i can survive on m own without marriage but i always need my friends, i like having friends. Haha. Anyways, watched Prince of Persia yesterday....

TOTAL HOTNESS...!!!!!!!! Countless time i said the word 'HOT' and 'HANDSOME' in the cinema yesterday and my guy friend had to endure me drooling over him. Hello!!! I mean look at him isnt he just fine?? Rawrrrr...!!

See what i mean?? Hello abs...!! Hello muscular hands...!! Grrrr...!! Haha. Ok, i think i need help. Mama need some sugar bebeh :P

I think thats enough of me making a fool of myself, again!! Haha. Oh yeah, i'm so excited for next week upcoming movie...Drum roll please...

Sex & the City 2...!!! The shoes, the Manolos, the Jimmy Choos, the clothes, the Prada.... Ahhhhh!!!
Needless to say i am superbly undeniably excited for this movie. Hehe.

Type to u later
xOXo

Miserable At Best

Boy, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting, go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know she's there and
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, she stares
I bet you get the nerve to walk the floor
And ask the girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or for you to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

'Cause I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So, let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know she's there and
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, she stares
I bet you get the nerve to walk the floor
And the my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or for you to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best


And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
'Cause I dream of her lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight
I know she's there and
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
while across the room, she stares
I bet you get the nerve to walk the floor
And ask the girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or for you to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

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when I grow up i wanna be a..............GYPSY!!

BROKE MY HEART
Down the road
Spend the weekend
Sewing the pieces back on

Crayons and dolls pass me by
Walking gets too boring
When you learn how to FLY
 

Not the homecoming kind
Take the top off
And who knows what you might find
 

Won't confess all my sins
You can bet I'll try it
But YOU can't always win

'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I WON'T BACK DOWN
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't CRY
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna QUIT me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

I can't hide
what I've done
Scars remind me
Of just how far that I've come
To whom it may concern
Only run with scissors
When you want to get hurt

'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I WON'T BACK DOWN
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't CRY
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna QUIT me
'Cause I'm a gypsy

I said hey you
You're no fool
If you say 'NO'
Ain't it just the way life goes?
People fear what they don't know

Come along for the ride (Oh yeah)
Come along for the ride (ooohhh)
'Cause I'm a gypsy
Are you coming with me?
I might steal your clothes
And wear them if they fit me
I never made agreements
Just like a gypsy
And I WON'T BACK DOWN
'Cause life's already bit me
And I won't CRY
I'm too young to die
If you're gonna QUIT me

'Cause I'm a GYPSY

Sang Mantan oh Sang Mantan....

Anger, anger, anger...

I'm tired of being mad with everyone. I know that i am able forgive people but with all the drama and anger going around and im stuck in between i feel like i cant breathe. I cant even think straight or thoroughly now.

What happened was.....I was responsible to buy some movie tickets for my friends but at that time i was facing some financial problem and i had to call and hunt them like some loan shark. Im not entirely mad at them really, i was just mad at the situation which made me didnt buy the tickets at all. In ANOTHER issue, i was quite mad at F coz he made a comment abt me that was deeply hurtful. I have known him for years, even though he may have meant it as a joke (which i dont think so) but when a close friend made a hurtful comment abt u it really hit straight to the heart and made me think.

Usually i dont care what people think or say but he is one of my close friend and we hang out almost every night, of coz i do consider the comment that he made abt me. Furthermore, a person i know and met recently made a comment abt me to my friends that is almost similar to what F made which really really made me think at that time. Am I really like that coz i dont realize it AT ALL. Who knows urself better than u rite? But with all the claims people make it really made me think am i so in LOVE with myself that i didnt realize i acted the way that they claim so.

Recently also, F claim that just bcoz i'm mad at him i 'tarik muke' with the other guys bcoz of the movie tickets issue. That wasnt the reason at all, not everything is about u, F. The world doesnt revolves only on u. Just so u know it wasnt bcoz im mad at u that the ticket issue went wrong. I hv my own life, other friends, family and my own personal issue too eventhough i am not studying or working.

Sometimes i think my friends take me for granted, i dont entirely blame them coz we r humans and sometimes we do take some things for granted and we dont realize it even myself. But i just think it would be nice that the person who responsible to organize an outing or movie night wasnt me. They cant always depend on me coz im not going to be with them forever. I mean i might die tomorrow, or next year only god knows when.