AT LAST

Hey guys, at last the holiday came to an end. Unfortunately i didnt went to class at all today. I was damn tired from doing all of the assignments which by the way not entirely completed yet though.GOD, i am just so clueless about this semester.I am definitely struggling plus its already half way through the sem and i have no clue of what are we actually learning in 2 out of 5 of the subject that im taking this semester.After this i am determined to concetrate more in my studies and try my best to wake up in the morning which can be quite hard coz i dun have any alarm clock and my hpone is busted.DAMN.

I dun ever think that im gonna have a phone for a while though. I dun have any money rite now, like DUH im not even working rite.I am a student and sometimes slave myself to help my mon at her shop. I just feel a bit down this past few months and couldnt feel any better that is why ive been watching a whole bunch of movies and gazillions tv show.Seriously, i really need to get my game on starting from now on and this may mean that i will not be updating u guys for a while but just bear with me for a li'l while. If i have the time i will totally drop in here. Just wish me luck with all the studies and stack of assignments to be done. Hopefully it will work out sooner or later or else im gonna get a letter from the faculty saying that i didnt go to class. Plus, i havent paid my semester fees yet coz i checked in with the university and they say that my fees provider have not put in the money for this year. I am just scared that they decided to stop sponsoring me coz i have not submit my past result. But the problem is, u need to pay first to get the result. Damn it, gonna call 'em soon.

All of this also means i cannot take the Chinese Language lesson that i want so badly this semester. Its getting too hectic with the classes, assignments, helping out mom and its getting pretty hard to get a "me" time lately. Oh and did i mention that Mom is going to China like tommorow and definitely she is gonna ask me to take care of the shop coz Papa needs a hand with it. I mean like its gonna get ugly after this.HELP ME!! I wish that the world could stop moving for a while or i could able to stop the time so that i can take a break. I just cant seem to get through to anything rite now and feels like im falling apart every minute and im just broken to live my life and go ahead coz it seems like i had enuf of it. And i think i just realized it only just now...