Hey guys, its been a while sorry for the no updates. But i assure u, i have a very good and a lot of excuses. hehehe.
Hey guys, i guess i really havent update this blog. The last post was June 5th. For the gazzillion times im soree. This time is coz of the limited time in my short semester, taking care of the shp and of coz not 4getting the assignment. I havent have that much time to meet up with the guys. Luckily, i get to see them yesterday eventhough i had to go home early and uncable to join them to go for a drink. Haish. But i really have to concentrate on my studies. I have so limited time now but i promise you guys the free time i have next i will surely fill u guys in. Gotta go.
Type to u later.
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Hey guys, sorry again for not updating weekly like i hoped to but its been quite rough time for me this past few weeks after coming back from China. Furthermore, there are also a few other issues came up and have and still bothering my mind. I also think that i should tell u guys that i suffer from a certain disorder, its not serious anything and it certainly is common especially when i am turning older day after day. I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, its like excessive, uncontrollable and often irrational worry about everyday things that is disproportionate to the actual source of worry. If u guys wanna know more about it please google it or find the terms at wikipedia. That is what i always do when i wanna know about something.
Oh well, i know for a fact is not that serious or chronic in my case but it is actually affecting my studies. This anxiety disorder also commonly associated with insomnia. Insomnia is a symptom of sleeping disorder. As you all may know we young people usually sleep late i do too. But the problem for me now is that i cant get my self to sleep at night. For example when i am on the bed by 12 or 1am trying to sleep i just cant, i just keep lying on the bed awake. The earliest i can fall asleep is around 4am. Last night i slept at 6am. I spent lying on the bed forcing myself to sleep for 3hours. Believe me, i have tried everything i can to manage this sleeping problem but nothing seems to work. For example, when i sleep late i try to wake myself early in the morning so, i can adjust the time of my sleeping but still i slept at around 4am at my attempt.
Obviously when i sleep late i will surely wake up late, and eventhough i had enough sleep if i say so myself but i still feel tired and always have this headache. I dont think that i overslept. Lets say if i fall asleep at 5 or 6 am, i will wake up at 12 - 2pm. The most late i will wake up is 2pm. Of course this become a big issue for me coz i cant wake up early to to classes. I have missed a bunch of classes in my first week of semester. I am scared that this problem will drag on, and i cant afford to screw up my last 2semester. I am worst than dead if that happens. Some friends advised me that i should see a doctor or a psychiatrist, i mean im not crazy or anything but i think i do really need to seek professional help coz its affecting my studies and all. Do u guys have any suggestions on how i should deal with my problem so that i can avoid seeing a doctor or psychiatrist.
I mean i dun have anything against doctor or psychiatrist, its just sometimes that they give me the creeps sometimes. Plus, my parents dun really depend or believe on relying on medicine. That is why when i get sick i just stay at home and deal with it. My mom thinks that this will train your body to not depend entirely on medicine. I do think this is good also but in a few cases i think it is better for us to see a doctor. Furthermore, my mom absolutely definitely for surely DO NOT believe in this psychriatic craps. She just thinks that it is pointless and dont quite believe in it i guess.
Im still going to try a few methods that i know that can fix my sleeping problems. Hopefully it will get resolved soon. Just hoping that it wont get that chronic coz i heard some cases that its pretty bad and certainly affect their daily life. U guys should really give me ur suggestions and thanks again for viewing my blog. I will drop in as soon as i can. Type to u later. :D
Hey guys, I know it has been ages and i also have broken too many promises now. Its been pretty hectic since im back and a few other problems came. WTF rite?! Well, thats life tough. And i have been missing the guys so badly now. It kills me not to hang out with them for almost a month now. I hate u guys coz ur making me missing u all. Haha. And of coz there some issues yet to be solved. I am also missing Zam. It has been ages since i've talked to him. Feeling like heading north just to meet up with him. Sigh. Wish i could do that.
Change of topic, let me tell u guys what i have been up to after the China trip. I think half (maybe more) of this post is more than enuf to brag about them. Haha. I arrived in Malaysia arnd 5am on the 17th. Arrived home, hugged my cozy little bed and woke up arnd 2pm. Then head out to catch Angels and Demons at the cinema which totally did not fulfill my expectations coz they totally rewrite the story all over again. In someway ignores a reader like me who would like to see what i read comes up in the screen, ya'know? Btw, it hink i didnt mention this before but i finished the 2nd book of twilight's saga. Maybe some of u might think that the book is gayish, lame, corny same as the readers but let me tell u something, Stephenie Meyer is a great writer in my opinion. And i used to be one of the ppl who thinks that the book from the twilight's saga is lame. Argghh.. It kills me that i have to wait till next month for the third book to arrive in my nearest bookstore. I have returned to the phase where i always held a book in my hand and escape into it. Call me lame or a bookworm or wuteva u want but thats just me. Im a bit obsessive-cumpolsive in a way. I have differents kind of obsession or interest at a different phase of time. In other words, i get bored easily. Haha. That is why no guy is standing by my side for now. Guys are like math problems. Get what i mean? Stay tune for my next post which i will type in the meaning if u still dun know what it is. Type to u later.
Hey guys, this is just a random post of my thoughts. Before i get into it, let me ask u a question. Would u like ur lover to be the one who would always make u feel to be a better person? Or would u like him/her to make u feel cool and fine just the way u are? I know its kinda weird of me to b asking this question but ive been watching a few movies and tv shows and it totally ignores me that there always have some kind of line that implies that the character's lover make him or her to be a better person. I still cant detect why im kinda irritated with this thing and suddenly want to post a blog about it. Haha. Hey, at least u guys r reading it rite? Okay, that was just a detour now back to the topic.
I asked one of my friend this question and he answered that he would rather be with a girl who makes him feel cool and fine just the way it is. The reason is coz he only would like to change to be a better person just for himself and nobody else. Truthfully, i am amazed dazed by this answer. He has a point too rite? I mean, u can improve urself to be a better person and the reason is not for or bcoz of any1 but for ur ownself. I think dats pwetty awesome. Although, i think its pwetty awesome too to have sum1 who makes u feel to be a better person. I think this kind of feeling implies mostly in coming of age relationship. In my opinion-lah. Hehe. Forgive my lah, i cant escape the fact that im still malaysian and not denying it.
Now im gonna tell u what my answer to my own question. Haha. To me, it doesnt matter if the one i love makes me feel like i wanna be a better person or cool just the way i am as long as i love him and he loves me. But if it still comes up the choices between those two, i would still want both. I know im greedy. Hehe. In a few things i would like him to make me feel cool just the way i am like putting up with my stupid and weird habits which seemd to be developing more and more everyday. Such as when i smile or chuckle while texting eventough its not dat funny, or even maybe crying and singing while im driving when a sad song is on the radio. Also, i would like him to make me feel that i can improve myself in a few other things. Such as learning to cook a new dish so i can personally make it for him.
Hey guys, i know its been a month since my last update. Have been busy with examinations and helping out my mum with the shop. I am heading to China this Saturday, so maybe there will be less update also after this. Noted that i really2 do miss updating this blog. Hehe. and pf coz miss you guys. Haha.
My finals was not really good actually and im really2 scared about the results that will be coming out soon. Ahhhh.... Help me!! Hopefully i wont have to repeat any papers, oh please that would be a blow and it would definitely blow my chances to reach my desired pointer before i graduate. Sigh. Wish me luck u guys and pray for me. Hehe.
There is a while bunch of stories but unfortunately i cant really share with u int his post, i will definitely update u guys in the next post. I am totally drained and need to get some sleep now. I will drop by sooner or later k? Type to u later.
Hey guys, i know its been ages since i last update this blog but i have been sick for a few weeks and busy with the shop. Plus, ive just been through a phase, i call it "sick of life and everything". Ever feel like you dun belong?? *sigh*
I have not been attending classes for ages, the first reason was i had to manage the shop while my parents went to Europe. Other than that, i just need to take a break from it all in university life... I mean everything... The people, the two-face demon, the busy body... Just everything.. Need a break...Desperately...
Oh well, during my phase i realize a few things, good things actually and i think i feel better now.. I would like to thank to some of my friends who always advice me to keep fighting and not giving up my dream... Fariq, Usop, Bayop, Jepah... U guys are the best.. luv ya...Other than that, one of my friend got married.. The very FIRST one, he always used to say that he would always be the last to get married.. Look at him now.. I had only two days notification before the "nikah" ceremony which definitely shocked me and there was a lot of speculations about it but whatever it is i am definitely happy for my friend that he has finally tied the knot and i wish him the very best in life.
As i said before, i had been absent for classes for weeks coz of the shop and coz im sick... I hate this kind of sickness which is the dry cough. My throat is totally killing me during the whole time and i am still not fully recovered from it but feeling a lot better now. As aresult, i did not present one of the assignment that i was required to do. I had requested from them to take out my name, but they did not want to do it and i dont know exactly why but i managed to complete the report that was suppose to be submitted today and i DID it... Yeay for me...
It has been a quite ride for this few weeks.. Oh, i forgot to mention.. My beloved grandma is in the hospital rite now.. when i heard she need to be submitted to a ward i got so worried coz i seriously cant deal another life loss in my life anymore.. especially her... Thankfully its not that serious and i hope u guys are generous enough to pray for her well being.. I do hope she will get better soon.
I will be having my first paper this Sunday.. I know what u guys are thinking.. Sunday??!! Oh well, i cant just request to change the day.. wish me luck yeah? Its already Saturday 1 in the morning and i still havent studied at all.
This is all i can type for u guys now, it will be quite some time to my next post coz i will be having my exams. Just bear it with me k? Will update with u guys as soon as possible. Im sure during my holidays this semester i will post a whole bunch of things coz have a lot of plans coming.
Until then..Type to u later...
Hey guys, i know its been a while. My connection to the internet at home is broken, so cant really blog that much. Other than that, im pretty busy handling the shop while my mum is in UK :(
Im really sorry guys, but i need to go through really quickly over the formulas. Type to u later.
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Hey guys, i just came back from PD yesterday and didnt have time to give u guys an update when i came back coz i was rushing to meet up with fariq before he's gone to Perak again :'(
Anyways, these are some of the pics that i wanna share with u. If u wanna see more i will be handling a new blog which is only for all of the pics that i have taken with my camera and of course edited by me of course. If u guys wanna check it out just go to my profile and click on the Photography blog. I cant really tell u guys about the trip in this post coz i still have not finish my assignment. I promise i will get back to u guys sooner or later k? Anyways, njoy the pics.
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"this is the a part of the room, u should c the bathroom-AMAZING"
"sand, sea and wind"
"cool pic rite? i cant take credit for it, sum1 i met there who took it"
"my three 'bad boys' cousin"
"the view just takes ur breath away"
"we had a blast in the banana boat and jetski"Hey guys, just an update for this week. I just came back from Rasta watching the game of Man U vs. Liverpool and for once i am thanking Liverpool for beating Man U. The situation in Rasta was damn hectic every goal. Hehe.
It has the specifications of everything i want in a phone right now which is a Qwerty Keypad and a WiFi connection. Plus, it is at a reasonable price and not too expensive. Hopefully i can talk mum into buying me this phone. In the subject of Mum, she bought me a portbale DVD player which i had asked one before. Hehe. I am grateful to her, after all thhe somewhat hard work i had put into of taking care of the shop. The DVD player is so cool but i still cant figure out how to read my hard disk, it just automatically stop. Heh, gonna figure it out soon enough.
In my previous post i had noted that i bought new DVDs, a lot actually and i saw all of them last night and that is why i ended up waking up at 2pm. Haha. I still have not revised for the Economics quiz that i am having this coming Monday. Haish, hopefully i will do well in it coz i had missed the first quiz :( Wish me luck yeah?
Because of that quiz i will not able to go out on Sunday to watch movie with the guys. Damn it. Oh well, Fariq will be here another week and surely the guys will have sometime to hang out or catch a movie together. It has been a while since i watch a movie with the whole gang. Too bad Acap is not here. Oh well, he will be back in June and surely we r going to do a movie marathon no matter what coz he promised so.
I think that is all i have to type in for now, i am so eager to watch Skins. O yea, which reminds i have decided to buy the Skins DVD season 1 and 2. I am so in love with this show. Maybe i will give u guys an update tommorow or later on yeah? Type to u later.
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Hey guys, like i promise in the last post this is the post fort this week.
Cool right?Haha. Only one major thing why cant i have this phone, its not available in Malaysia or Singapore. Even Europe is bragging that they also arent able to get this phone. Damn u Americans, is it so hard to spread ur product to other countires? :( Anyways, i will put this in my wishlist. Hopefully it will come to Malaysia soon. If i cant get this phone, i think i will get the LG witht he qwerty keypad, the new one plus its really cheap. I am now officially over iPhone, but i will keep my fingers crossed for an iPod Touch.Hehe.
Other than that, i am waiting for a few bags and wallet from Louis Vuitton and Gucci. The new Stephen Sprouse collection from LV is awesome!! Here are some pics:
I know tha last bag looks really big and all but i wanna use it to carry my laptop, i mean how cool is that rite. The Stephen Sprouse Collection is the long wallet with pink hand writings. It also comes in green and orange colour. The pink is definitely bold and i do like it but i dun use pink coloured stuff much so i will go with the green one, it is very bright. I like it, i can make a statement that i have arrived with that kind of wallet.Haha.
I think thats all i have to write for now, need to get an early sleep tonite though tommorow morning i have a presentation in the class. Wish me Luck!! I will hit the hay after i watch New in Town, o yea, which i forgot to mention bought some new dvds today.Haha. K guys, type to u soon.
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Hey guys, just an update for this week. I cant remember my last post.haha.
I m still thinking about it though but hey there might be a high chance im cutting this style. As is mention in the previous post, mama has gone to China and have to help out papa with the shop, which i dun mind really and i am still stable for now and no signs of blowing my top of wit hectic schedule. Next week will be awesome i am sure coz fariq will finally come back here since he;s been gone for a long time and i miss him so much. I begged him to come home dis week but he just wouldnt listen. Damn u fariq.Oh well, cant wait for the school holidays though, i will have a family trip to PD and will also head to PD the next week with Thirah to celebrate his BF burfday. That is still in consideration though, i was excited with it before but i dunno i feel like somethings not right and have bad feelings about it. Intuition bebeh. Hehe.
Thats all i have to say to u guys, i will update u guys more tommorow.So, watch out for it yeah?
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Hey guys, at last the holiday came to an end. Unfortunately i didnt went to class at all today. I was damn tired from doing all of the assignments which by the way not entirely completed yet though.GOD, i am just so clueless about this semester.I am definitely struggling plus its already half way through the sem and i have no clue of what are we actually learning in 2 out of 5 of the subject that im taking this semester.After this i am determined to concetrate more in my studies and try my best to wake up in the morning which can be quite hard coz i dun have any alarm clock and my hpone is busted.DAMN.
I dun ever think that im gonna have a phone for a while though. I dun have any money rite now, like DUH im not even working rite.I am a student and sometimes slave myself to help my mon at her shop. I just feel a bit down this past few months and couldnt feel any better that is why ive been watching a whole bunch of movies and gazillions tv show.Seriously, i really need to get my game on starting from now on and this may mean that i will not be updating u guys for a while but just bear with me for a li'l while. If i have the time i will totally drop in here. Just wish me luck with all the studies and stack of assignments to be done. Hopefully it will work out sooner or later or else im gonna get a letter from the faculty saying that i didnt go to class. Plus, i havent paid my semester fees yet coz i checked in with the university and they say that my fees provider have not put in the money for this year. I am just scared that they decided to stop sponsoring me coz i have not submit my past result. But the problem is, u need to pay first to get the result. Damn it, gonna call 'em soon.
All of this also means i cannot take the Chinese Language lesson that i want so badly this semester. Its getting too hectic with the classes, assignments, helping out mom and its getting pretty hard to get a "me" time lately. Oh and did i mention that Mom is going to China like tommorow and definitely she is gonna ask me to take care of the shop coz Papa needs a hand with it. I mean like its gonna get ugly after this.HELP ME!! I wish that the world could stop moving for a while or i could able to stop the time so that i can take a break. I just cant seem to get through to anything rite now and feels like im falling apart every minute and im just broken to live my life and go ahead coz it seems like i had enuf of it. And i think i just realized it only just now...
Hellow guys, soree i didnt update my blog nowadays. Have been busy with sum stuff (hehe*grin*). Im spending my holidays with movies, sleeping, and foods. Surely i will be much fatter after this, just wait and see. =P
I have watched loads of movie since the last post, of course sum of u guys know my obsession is entertainment like movies, tele shows and music of course (duh!). The list of movie that i had watched since the last post:
1. Valkyrie
2. How to Lose Friends & Alienate People
3. Brokeback Mountain (Heath was awesome!)
4. The Kite Runner (bout friendship and loyalty)
5. Titanic (haha. just wanted to watch)
6. Paul Blart: Mall Cop(hilarious)
7. Anchorman
8. 7 Pounds (amazing)
9. House (quite scary, not worth to watch at the movies thoug)
10. Milk (true story bout gay politician, inspiring)
11. Pineapple Express
12. Death Race
I think thats about it though, i forgot some of them.haha. Oh plus, i've been following Skins season 3 and its getting better and better every episode. Cant wait for the next episode. Yeay!!
Also not forgetting Grey's Anatomy Season 5. Its frustrating to know what happens next episode, i am glad that Izzie and Alex finally become an item and Alex said the 'L' word, didnt expect that from him but Izzie is sick and they still have not shown what is actually wrong with her, PLEASE dun let her die!!Just cant wait for the next episode, god it is addicting. Rite now, i am waiting for the Ugly Betty 3rd season dvd, i have bought the 1st part now waiting for the 2nd.
Ok, enuf bout me bragging bout entertainment craps. Now a bite from my life.haha.I started my 1 weeek of holiday on Friday and went out that Friday nite to celebrate Azlan's birthday. Firstly, we went to Solaris, Mont Kiara ate at Michelangelo's. The food is magnific.Haha. Then the other guys were convincing me to go to Karaoke with them at The Gardens. before i get into that i just have to tell ya the story that happens in the basement of Solaris.
Me and Kamal were on the way to the basement and i am holding the ticket at that time rite in my hand. We got into the car and found the autopay machine but i couldnt find the ticket suddenly, it just went missing like that. I swore that i was holding it at the entire time until we got in the car. We searched the whole car tring to find the damned ticket but no trace of it, Kamal suddenly start panicking and i just cant stand people panicking around me. Those kind of shits always happen to me, so i got used to it. Anyways, we went back to where i parked my car before but still no trace of the ticket. Then suddenly Kamal found it!! FINALLY, wanna guess where was it? It was in the car, it seems like once i got in the car i immediately put it at the thingy where u use it to shade from sunlight.Haha. I really couldnt even remember or have the memory of putting it there maybe its just a habit like when u get up u automatically go to the toilet or driving back home.Its like programmed in my head.Kamal said thar was a serious lifetime experience coz panicking the whole time and i was the one who need to calm him down.
I mean shit happens rite, especially to me.Haha.
We finally got out of the basement and arrived at The Gardens. Suddenly, Azlan decided to wait til 12am coz its much cheaper. I dont mind anyway coz he;s paying for me.haha. Which reminds me to pay him back soon.We had the room for 3 Hours (yup, 3hours siyesly) ANd sang all the way through. I wanted to sing Womanizer and i did with Yaya.It is quite hard actually coz the lyrics are fast and a lor of repetition.The surprising thing is i sang a duet with Azlan, the song is "Way Back into Love" from the soundtrack of Music&Lyrics. I didnt even knoe that song quite well, but i do love it.It was loads of fun that nite. Of course, went home at 3am and of course mama surely will give a piece of her mind nagging for like 10minutes. If it wasnt 3am i think it will be longer.haha.
On Saturday, i just stayed home sleeping all day.Hehe. Finally, Sunday arrived and i only got 1hours of sleep coz we were force to wake up early to head to Kamal's sista, Tini's wedding ceremony. We had to arrived early coz we all have been given the responsibility to usher poeple to register and show them their table. It was very hectic and i was walking and sumtimes jogged in and out of the stadium which is unpleasent to my feet of course.Haha.There were lots of artist there of course. Fly FM and HOT FM DJs were very near to our table.Unfortunately i didnt get the chance to snap a picture with Jules. Couldnt get to her, plus she left early with Ben. We finally got to sit down after whole loads of people came.We did an excellent job.Haha
The wedding was very nice and inspiring actually, its been awhile since i went to a fency wedding.Haha. Before the couple cut the cake, they did an animation about their love story which is really cute and original. Dun see that kind of uniqueness nowadays.haha.After the wedding ceremony ended we had a whole bunch of laughs in the VIP room and hang out to yum-cha a while at RASTA. Everybody was tired so we all went back and had a gud nite sleep.
hahahaha.
The next day, my phone finally broke down.YES!!Haha. I mean, it had to suffer for a while and finally it died.It broke into two, literally.My phone is a flip, so it is not detached to each other anymore, the only thing that is holding it is the wire in the phone.
Hey guys, dropping in as usual today. Anyways, nothing going on much lately today coz i had a major migraine which almost led to a fight with my mum yesterday. Luckily, it did not happen.
Anyways, i slept half of the day. Oh gosh, plus getting bigger and bigger everyday.Need to take control. Oh yeah, i still havent tell u guys bout the new series that i found which is completely awesome. It is aired in British and the series is called "Skins". Its basically stories about a group of teenagers dealing with life. One is dealing with aneroxia, one is dealing with his religious issue, while his best friend trying to deal with the GAY issue and so on and blah blah blah.I have watched a few episodes and i think its f-ing awesome. With all the parties, drugs, alcohol and not forgetting sex of coz. It is basically reflecting the life of some teens today. U just have to see it, i seriously recomend it.hehe.
Im gonna buy the season 1 and 2 soon.Yeay!!Cant wait to buy it. I was planning to buy it today but my plan didnt actually go out as planned.Its all bcoz mum had to drag me out of the house to help her in the store while im having a major migraine.Oh well, still have to though dont really give a big deal bout it. Plus, my dressing table is there.I only got 2/3 of it, meaning the chair and the table.I could not find the mirror. The dressing table is awesome, its white furnished and have a very vintage design. LOVE it. Cant wait to get the mirror soon.
Oh well, i think thats about it. Im feeling much better now and the migraine is not so bad now. Thanks for dropping in u guys. I will check in wif ya later.
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Hey guys, just dropping by for an update today.hehe.
Amazingly i woke up quite early today and supposedly i am able to reach class on time but i went downstairs only to find Mama "tersayang" still in her caftan and sewing the damned table cloths. Remember how she always nag me on how i am not able to wake up early and not going class on time but only this time its not my fault. I had to wait for her almost half an hour to get ready. Oh well, i hope she wont nag me the next time that she is late bcoz of me.
I just went to class and only to find out that the lecture what the assignment printed out and i was thinking to myself "i am so DEAD" coz i have not print it. When i wanted to print out at the damned "koperasi" at UNISEL, they could not read my pendrive through their comps and when i went back up to the class to transfer the file to anthr pndrv, guess what happened?
My pendrive could not be read in my own comp also while it was just doing fine before that, I am so damn pissed and did not know what to do while the lecture came to us one by one to check our work. But thankfully he did not even care to ask me. PHEW! How lucky...
Then i spent the whole day with Lyanna And Rokiah having whole bunch of laughs together. It was tiring, thankfully-lah laughter is good for your health.haha.After that, i went to En Shamsul thinking that there was a class and only found out after half an hour after the start class that there is no class. Damn it, cant the lecture have some decency to tell the students earlier somehow in any way. I know that they may be busy with some other students but dont neglect some of us though.
After we found out that the class was canceled, me, Lyanna Lena and Bella went to Khulafa to yum-cha for a while. O yea, before that i did msg my mom telling her that the class got canceled and that Lyanna would send me back.Thats the exact same msg i sent to her and she got it wrong thinking that Lyanna is going to send me all the way to Damansara.Hah! She left me all alone and scared.haha.A mother leaving her own child just like that, how sad right.haha. But it is also my fault that i left my phone in the car while hanging out with them. But it is funny though, you just cant deny it.
On the way to Damansara, my mum decided to go to Ikea to browse through some furnitures for my bro's new bedroom. I, of course wanted to go as well coz i have been asking her to go to Ikea since last year already(which is last month).haha. Coz i can take advantage of it, buy some stuff for myself also of course.haha.EVIL! O yea, we had dinner at Ikea's cafeteria, nyum3....
I love the meatballs and the salmon there.Its been centuries ago since the last time i ate there and i love the food there eventhough there are not many choices.
Ok, i think thats all the update i wanna give for now.I may be dropping by tommorrow just wait for the new edition yah?O yea, thanx for stopping by my blog!Big thanx!
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Hey guys, sorry i couldnt drop by yesterday. The reason is that i AM SICK, i have these terribble migraines everyday for this past few weeks and had to help my mum out and while juggling with assignmnts and all that. Im friggin' exhausted in other words.
Yesterday mum didnt call me up in the morning to ask me to follow to her shop(Thank God!!) and i only did soe of the work but during the evening i was so tired and barely keep my eyes open and went to sleep from 6 to around 8pm. I woke up all bcoz of Yusof, damn u. When i call while u were sleeping u wouldnt even bother to pick it up.haha.For today, i did the same thing but luckily i had finish one of my work which is completing my notes(YEAY for me!!).I also watched Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist, and it is actually not bad, quite a good movie very sweet. O yea, i also slept during the evening from around 6pm till 9pm and here i am typing.
I was slumber in my sleep until Zam called me to wake me up.WHY??haha. I know he's juz concern about me from afar, and i do appreciate and love him. So, im not mad k?no worries, Zam.I know he's only trying to fix me up and he's always there when i need a shoulder to lean on or just about anything that i need. Ur an awesome FRIEND, Zam. Love ya!!
Arghhh..i need to get myself straighten up for tommorow's class. Plus, its in the early morning. Yeah, gonna see the sunshine tommorow, well, hopefully i am able to. K guys, i think that is all for the update i wanna give u. Thanks for dropping by.
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Hey guys, dropping in again to give an update for today. I went to the shop to help out my mum as usual of course.
As i predicted yesterday, it was a busy day. After the whole hectic session i went to look around for a external har disk which i desperately need as my laptop is full with a lot of things. Such as movies, music (a whole lot of them) and a bunch of files. Now i am waiting for those file to b transfered out of here.
Oh god, im so damn friggin' exhausted. After a day at the shop, we went to grab some dinner and we ate at Big Plate and i had Spaghetti Carbonara. Damn, since i came back here i think all i do is eat, eat and eat. No wonder Yiq was damn paranoid and wont stop bugging me to stop eating. But i cant just stop eating, i still have to live u know.haha. I feel like i wanna go jog tommorow morning. Not to sure if that would happen though as u may know i always wake up late and have no sense to hear the alarm ringing.
I think that is all i can write for now guys. sorry couldnt stay longer as i am damn tired and could not even hold my head up, it feels like the pillow is calling my name.haha. see you tommorow.
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Hey guys, just an update for today :D
BTW, have u guys notice that i constantly update my blogs now. Arent u guys proud of me.haha. JK. Oh well, i for one am proud of myself to keep updating my blog. Not like before where i had sum serious problem to type some things in here. Its not that i dun want to its just dat i just dun have the time. Its not like i have all the time i want now, its just dat now i will and want to make time for this blog.haha.now i am just blabbing away. Oh well, u know what i mean right.
Anyways, today is just like any normal day. nothing special or out of the ordinary happen. Just the same old same o'. How boring could my life be rite?haha. But i dun actually hate my life or despise it in any way (not for now lah). I guess thats just the way life is, sumtimes u can be like ur flying or u feel like ur top of the world but there may be times when u will feel and sumtimes u feel like u cant get up anymore and u feel like its just better to give up.
My title blog for today is GREAT.TERRIBLE.SHORT.ENDLESS. and there is a reason behind it. It describes life for me, by only these four words. Can u believe it?haha. Let me explain...
Life can be great and maybe if ur lucky enough u would feel it most of ur lifetime. On the other hand, life can be so terrible towards u like somehow GOD is punishing u. Furthermore, life can be too short for some of u and u feel like u need to enjoy every moment u have and experience everything that you can. These people will set their life motto to "JUST LIVE UR LIFE" like rihanna's and TI songs'.haha. Lastly, u may feel that life can be endless and feels like ur going through circles and it seems pointless. I am now living my life by these four words.
Yo guys!heeee =D
Just an update for today, i woke up late (like dats a surprise), had to rush to go to class. Just started class today and i totally did not even listen to the lecture of course. Like i always do, sit down put on the earphones for music and only write the notes from the slide.hehe.
I am so dead this semester.In other words i am lost for sure and totaly could not even concentrate on focusing myself for studies,too many distraction and temptation. Plus, i have a new group assignment that requires to be in group and research about a particular company that we choose.sigh....
Hopefully i can do it sucessfully and i really2 need to concentrate myself in studying while i can help out my mum with the shop and still have the time for myself for entertainment.
Wish me LUCK.
k guys, i think that is all that i wanna write for now.Thanks for stopping by.
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Hey guys, just dropping by to give an update for today.hehe.Its nothing much really, the only thing i did was sleep, eat, walk, talk and watch MOVIES. haha.
The first movie for today was Changeling, and the movie is actually not bad and i am impressed with the story and the way Angelina acts in the movie.Her skill of acting should not be doubted. If you guys wanna hear more bout my review on this movie go on ahead to my music&movies blog.After that, i proceed to Outlander. I dunno if you guys had heard bout it before and as you may know, here in malaysia its really hard for movie addicters like me to watch all the good shit movie as the governement is damn strict with policy and are really concern that the content of the movie would brainwashed our heads.haha. Thats from my perspective though. Anyways, back to the Outlander is almost the same concept as LOTR movies. Oh well, what can i say, they have the same producers. Its about Vikings, war, sacrifices, and of course the 'L' (by that i mean LOVE).I will post this movie review soon in my other blog.
I went back home and waited for RocknRolla to be downloaded in my movie and damn it that movie is some good shit. I just could not forget the funny parts in this movie. Its just too memorable. If you guys favored the three Ocean's movie kind of type then this movie is a definite must watch for you guys. I give you my word.
By the way, i am now waiting for PS I Love You to b downloaded. Maybe some of you guys had watched it. Well, i, for one have not watch it and saw the trailer and was dying to see it but my usual dvd store had no more stock of it.Arghhh.what a dissapointment. Oh yeah, i also watched The notebook yesterday. I know2, the movie came out a long time ago but i did not have the thought of watching at that time. But being persuaded by Yiq for one whole night i just could not resist and quickly download. Oh well, we all have the passion about good movies. Most of the time we spent together with Lan, Usop and others we will definitely talk bout movies the whole time. If not, we would talk bout footballs (guys rite, what do u expect).
I think that is all for now, i have to get to bed. I only got a couple of hours of sleep this morning but still not feeling drowzee now (the time is 1.42am). I have seriously become like an owl, or much better a vampire.haha. Its true what they say, ppl notice that I have a sharp fangs(i mean the teeth which function to chew food) and one my friends said thata i am one of the Vampire's convent.I know it sounds silly but i like it.haha.Underworld crazy rite now.haha. K guys, have a nice day.
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hey guys, this is just a random thing and another part on what i experience today after watching Underworld.
First let me ask you a question first.do u guys believe in fate or destiny?to me life in this damned world is a very peculiar and interesting thing.each individual lead a different lives.have u ever observe a person or maybe a friend and wonder what have they done in the past and what are they going to face in the future of their lives.
Back to my story.After we had watch Underworld at Cineleisure, we went out nearby the McDonald to fag.Then suddenly out of nowhere Keloi came rushing towards us and found out that we all watched the same movie but different time.Ok, that maybe just a coincidence la.but then out of nowhere came Jepah wit his girlfriend(which i had no idea about;i dun even care to know what is going on with him) and he was on his way to watch the same movie as we did. Isnt that just damn f-ing weird.haha.
Coincidence is one thing but there are just too many of a coincidence. When Ayiq saw Jepah he quickly walked away from us and i was worried that he was not happy to see Jepah. Last time when i went to futsal and Jepah wanted to have a conversation with him but the way fariq acted towards Jepah totally broke my heart and i felt like i would cry watching that moment. I myself dun forgive jepah for what he did and acted towards us. But, its just dat sometimes i do feel pity for him and see him to be treated like dat with his childhood friend. I just gave up on saying things in this matter. I have already thoughts in my mind and its not that i am defying this matter its just dat when something is broken and even if u try to fix it, it wont be the same or maybe it just wont be fixed. in other words, pointless.
Note: Friends are not recyclable. u cant just ignore or throw them away and use them all over again. even if it is,it will never be the same as before again. i do miss the time talking and hearing Jpah's laugh and his funny pronouncation of "r".I guess that maybe one day, one day, everything will just feel like the past where we spend time together and there would be no responsibility or complications. How i dream and hope for that day to come.
That is all i have to say for now.
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Hey guys, i just came back from watching Underworld:The Rise of Lycans.Haha. It was awesome but i still think that the 2nd is much better.haha.
Cant wait till Bride Wars come plus New in Town.Yeay!! more movies. Other than that, i still havent finish watching the dvd dat i bought the other day. Why cant people have the ability to stop time when they want to.That would make the world such a better place for me.haha.
Oh well, i guess nothing can be just perfect right.haha.I still do not have anything plan for tommorow.I really wanna go browse around for some gladiator shoes at BOW.hurm. Hopefully im able to.Oh, God damn it, i juz remember that i need to pick up the book from fana for the MUET thingy plus i still have not submit the form which is torn and have stains on it btw and the due date is on the 29th.arrrghhh...
Plus, i have to start class on Wednesday.Damn,i totally thought that my holiday would be one week.If sum1 had not told me that the hols is only for 2days i would have certainly make myself absent for the wed till thursday classes.Crap!!
Oh well, i guess thats enuf for me to brag you about for my thoughts 2day.haha.O yea, check out the new page i knoe its not dat really great but its juz temporary as i am looking for a new header and background.So guys, juz bear with me with this very RED layout.
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Hey guys, i knoe its been almost a century since the last time i updated this blog and im really2 sorry for that if u guys were expecting more.haha.
anyways, there is just to much story to tell since the last time i was here.hehe.im scared that the page would be extremely long.i will have to tell bit by bits then.btw, there is sum pictas that i wanna share.i will upload it soon.no worries.
Tommorow is Chinese New Year.So, to all of my Chinese friends out there especially to Tropicana's peeps i wish u a very happy Chinese New Year and "Ging Xi Fa Chai". If u guys r having any open house or whatever that involves free food dun forget to invite me.haha. its been such a long time the last time i went to a chinese new year celabration.haha =D
I have been very exhausted this past few days and my sleeping time is totally ran out of course like usual which resulted for me to wake up late.haha.this is all the doings of watching either korean, taiwan or japanese drama.i juz cant get enuf of them.plus, i have tons of series i wanna watch.i had only finish heroes last month and i just finished watching prison break last week. its f-ing awesome, i recommend it to people if ur a prison break follower.the next series in line is 90210, gossip girl and Grey's Anatomy. I just cant believe it that Grey's new season came out so fast. I love their show. Hope they will keep it up. I just cant wait to see the outcome of Meredith and McDreamy since the last season.ooohhh...Chills.
YEAY! tommorow i will b watching Underworld: The Rise of Lycans with the guys as usual and i decided to drag erdy with us this time. He said that he was dissapointed with us except for fariq that we forgot his birthday.SORRY ed, wont happen again. My excuse was i was so caught up with the classes which most of them i did not go and helping my mum with the shop and of course not forgetting the assignment. So, maybe tonite i will be hanging out to release some stress and tommorow is MOVIE day.BOOYAH!
Since we're in the subject of movies i just cant wait for some of the movies in the upcoming months such as Bride Wars(next week!!), Valkyrie,New in Town(Renne Zellweger), Role Models, Confessions of a Shopoholic, He's just Not that into You, X-men Origins:Wolverine, Paul Blart:Mall Cop, Seventeen Again, The Ugly Truth(Katherine Heigl), Transformers, Fast and Furious,and many2 more.haha.i bet you guys only read it halfway through. What a list rite.Plus, i have bought new dvds just now.yeay..
oh well, i guess thats all i can write for now. till next time.
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p/s: the title for this post is just for fun.its actually a title of a song by Mayday Parade.have sum time to listen to it.i think its awesome.heeee :D
